about Nanna

10 October 2018

"I'm working on it!!!" - holiday turmoil.


It's usual by the end of each school term to find A.J. struggling to maintain his composure and balanced momentum.
Noticing also over the past few weeks A.J. had gone backwards dramatically in his morning routine, we've been trying a few ideas to make his evening, morning, and sleep schedules a little easier.

As his parents, knowing how he hits these uncontrollable roller-coaster of emotional highs and lows when least expected, we try to remain calm to stabilize his emotions.
Struggling to push through the bumps and hurdles, it is beneficial to know he has that stability within his home environment, as a safe place when all else fails.
That being said, we are human, we can only take so much, therefore it's understandable we can become strained and frazzled from the emotional mayhem.

Along with this A.J. has what we can only call the holiday blues, when there is little to no routine or activities to keep him stimulated and on the go,
even when planning out the day we can still face the odd hick-ups.
With emotional imbalance seeing him refusing to participate,
thus becoming another issue to manage.

How do we cope with all this???
So it goes like this...
While A.J. has a determination and ability to do so much and a focus to match in most cases,
He is also restricted at times by his anxiety disorder, struggling to maintain calm and focus when he needs it the most.
We need to understand what that actually means for him and become observant to any changes in moods and mannerisms as pre-warning signs.

We need to be mindful to the fact he is not doing this to us, it is happening to him.
He doesn't like this situation any more than we do.
Staying calm and following his lead, but also teaching him to know and understand what to do, he needs to know when things aren't acceptable and to find an alternate 'outlet' to his frustrations can also help.
 
In most cases he has recognised the early warning signs and prefers to withdraw and isolate himself, he will revert into his safety zone, his room.
This has been a process for many years, needing the one place he knows he is safe and protected.
I will NEVER take that away from him, no matter what!

The next thing to factor in.....
although his chronological age is 16
His social age is still about 13/14
His emotional age is about 12
Those are the most important details to remember.

I have learnt over time, what matters and what doesn't, and how best to choose your battles. Focusing on the things that will need changing,
and letting go of the things that won't matter in 2/5/10 years time.

I have taken this process into many areas of my life
If it is important and I can change something that effects me and those around me, then working on it can be beneficial.
If it doesn't effect us directly then 'let it go'.
Simple
Life is too short to stress the small stuff
Take the time to be there for your family and those who matter, be in the moment,
make it worthwhile.
Make memories together.  


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