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08 January 2016

some days are just better fast-forwarding.....

Today has been one of those days that we would rather fast forward and then say I'm glad that's over......
Sometimes I wonder how things can become so crappy.
Facing a day of one bad thing after another I ask "Did I do something wrong?" ...surely not!
I woke today in such a bubbly mood hopeful of all the things I could achieve and more.

With A.J. in his holiday mode I had allowed him the pleasure of sleeping in, which was also a benefit for me, being able to enjoy the silence and calm.
After I finally got motivated I had begun clearing more of my sewing room out, in the midst of rearranging it in a better order. I came across some fabric that I decided to use and make a pillowcase for my boomerang pillow. After finishing it I remade the pillow and set it on my bed to admire my work, hoping another piece of fabric catches my eye to make some more.
While I was enjoying the sewing session the washing had finished it's cycle so I handed the basket to my hubby convincing him to hang it out, allowing me time to continue on the roll with my cleaning and clearing progress.
I had even taken out some time for a picture of our lovely landscape for my pic-a-day challenge.

Suddenly I realised that lunchtime was upon us and was about to call out to the boys and ask what they would like, when suddenly I heard an almighty bang from outside. First I though someone had dropped something then realised that it was to loud, then I thought as we regularly have banging noises from the railway depot due to the train engines shunting their carriages it may be that, although immediately knowing it wasn't the same noise.
I rushed outside to see my neighbour near his car in a confused state and went down to check out, all he could say was..... “all the cars, ohh my god, all the cars.”
As it turns out a car driving down our road, in a questionable state, had clipped our neighbour's car completely breaking off his side mirror while he was sitting in the passenger seat fixing his door.
The car proceeded to then side-swipe my car hitting my side mirror shattering it, then the front/side guard including breaking the tyre rims and leaving deep scrape marks on my tyres, the force pushed the car further into the gutter. Although the worse of it came when he ploughed completely into our other neighbours car, pushing the front completely onto the grass embankment and completely wiping out the drivers side of her car.
The horror didn't end there as the car continued down the road, while skidding on a damaged front end, past another 5-6 houses, only to stop short of yet another group of cars.
The next hour was spent with the police arriving and giving statements and monitoring the situation, then heading down for assessments and quotes ready for when we can get the damages repaired.
When finally everything subsided and all was gone I proceeded to head up town, in my other car, to gain a few items, bread-milk-etc, and then contact our regular mechanic to arrange whatever needs to be done.
After all this I found it difficult to focus, as you do, and came to a stand still.
I decided to take the time to check my facebook pages and contemplate my next Blog subject.....
of course the computer kept shutting down, and then the Tablet kept freezing while trying to upload photos,I thought I would quit before something else was damaged.

I then received a message that again upset me, without going into details, just to say that sometimes family can be so very selfish. No matter how often you can be there for a person helping them each and every time they fall on their face, then there will finally come a time when you will say......
“I'm sorry I can't help you, I'm physically unable to do any more” and then suddenly you are the bad one, the selfish one, the one that doesn't care and never truly did. How does this come about?
After giving of my all to this person, giving completely, and never taking, how am I the one that is selfish and heartless?


Today has definitely been a bad day............

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